You must know your own limits. You must know the limits of your patience, your resilience and certainly your talent. This is not weakness but awareness. In most every area in life, you will see there is a ceiling to your potential. If that ceiling hangs low, it's wise to find another house to make your home. Continue your search. Allow your heightened awareness to show you the way. With time, you will discover a vocation that feels like play to you but labor to others. It's here where you shall make your bed. And, if you are fortunate enough to find a vocation where your talent is limitless, scale the walls like a spider in the dark.